randomly rambling

welll....hmmm where to start..theres this guy that ive been talking to lately and i think hes right awesome hes such a nice guy! hes in gr 11 and he has a car wooooot bonus. if we were to hook up it would be a very "safe" relationship..which is probabaly a good thing for me considering my past.. anyways yeah so hopefully were gonan start hanging out and stuff. and yeah.. i think im ready for a real relationship..i will keep me occupied so i wont be thinking too much. wooooo.
oh my fuck i have soooo much to do this weekend....i have to memorize my speech for frenech wich is gonna take me forever!!! im sooo scared to do it. i HATE talking in front of people and there all WATCHING you..theres like 60 eyes on you..oohhh my it scares the shit out of me.. if they all turned there backs to me or something it would make it soooooo much easier. lol
AND i have to do like 459584928594825489230 pages of math homeowrk cuz im in advanced..baah
AND i have to do fd45302594285948293584928594829 chemistry questions
AND i have to make up a tap dance for music... BAHHHH
anyways im out,

xox<3