Christmakah is on its way!:)

wow, only one day left of school before chirstmas..im pretty exicited. everything is good now. my life is comming back together. me and c have a deal not to fight anymore. i wonder how long that will last...and me and j are good. i love her. im woking on her christmas present. im making her a picture frame with like 20 pics of me and her and the goodtimes this summer and so far this year, like pics from dances and stuff. its pretty exciting.

What i want for christmas this year...is something very out of the ordinary. I want to lose my voice. how wonderful would that be! I LOVE it when people lose their voices. it makes me happy. the sound of the raspy squeak just makes my day! i love it! as much as i try, i can NEVER lose my voice. Im just incapable of doing it. I have NEVER lost my voice and it has always been my dream! so this year for christmakah:D...im asking to lose my voice once in the year 2005. thats my only wish. i just want to lose my voice! it would make my life complete. even if its only for a day. Just one day of talking with a raspy squeak is all i ask! and i dont care what day! just one fine day. whatever works! and that is my dream!
i hope you enjoy.