Wednesday, December 29, 2004

letting it out ..i ramble too much..

I was just looking through all of my recent posts..and ive just realized ive become boring...all i do is write about what i did that day or post a song..what is my life comming to!! ahh.
but yeah its all good cuz I like what I write about! cuz its whats on my mind. and if im not feeling the subject then why bother..and i do have my "deep" moments..so its all good!
anyways!
IM SICK!! I have bronchitus(i dont know how to spell that)..and im on some kid of anitbiodic and i dont think it mixes well with food..i had a HUGE MOTHER bowl of caesar salad and took my pills and i thought i was gonan die! my stomache felt like it was gonna explode! so my plan for the day is to sit home and ... do nothing. :) and eat a lot cuz i like to eat when im sick:D
tomorrow im going shopping and then to dance class for private lessons with C and then im going back to her house cuz we have to practice for the show were gonna be in. and i wanna see her new puppy!!
and then im comming home on friday afternoon and its NYE..and G asked me if i wnated to go to his house but im like mehh..cuz i kinda wanna hang out with K(heart heart)..but ill probabaly end up watchin movies at G's house.which could be a good time cuz his parents might let us drink..maybe i should take my age out of my profile..but id rather go to a party with K and have a goodtime.and J wants me to do somethign with her but i dont wanna ahng out at my house on NYE with just me and J..how boring is that. baahh. so ill end up going to G's and then on Saturday im hangning out with K:) and then sunday im going shopping i think..I HOPE! and then monday ill have to do chemistry and math homework that i have to do...bahhh again. then its back to school to die. speaking about dieing..j siad yesterday that she wnats to drink bleach to kill herslef..she was joking of course..but it was quite humourous at the time.
C doesnt talk to me when i come online. i think that shes pissed cuz she wants J to herslef and im hanging out with her more than she is. hahahhaa im SO EVIL! i have a nasty side to me so watch out. this is me being a jelous bitch! but J loves us both. but me and C dont love each other..well let me rephrase that..i dont really love her..i dont know about her tho. theres wayyyyyy 2 much between us that cant be fixed.. well it could be fixed but im lazy. anyways yeah im a bad person. thats alright tho. i dont care. and now im being a stubborn wench. ha i like that. I ALSO LIKE HOW I ALWYAS END UP CALLING MYSLEF NAMES! haaa thats always great on my self-esteem...I like to make fun of myslef tho. it doesnt give ppl a reason to do it..if i joke about my faults then no1 else will..
goodbye!:)

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