maybe im not insane
I'm in a weird mood today. I have this errie feeling inside of me. Its sort of calm and peaceful. I feel as though everythings going to be ok.
I bought a book this weekend. "i'll tell you one damn thing, and that's all i know!" by Jann Arden. I'm nearly done it now. It's filled with her daily thoughts written in journal form. Its beautiful. It's nice to know that there is accually a sane human being out there in this world. It's a comforting feeling.
I had one less freckle when I awoke this morning..everything fades.
I have been running and running and running. Sometimes I think if I stop, I'll lose everything and have to go back to the beginning, when really, going back to the beginning every morning is exactly what I want to do. I want to
be able to create a new person without a history, whthout a mistake made, without a jagged memory thatcatches the corners of your eyes and makes a tear ruin your makeup. I want to fly into the world today, like I have never
seen it before and it has never seen me. That is the gift of forgetfulness. I dont want to remember every single thing I have ever done. I want to surrender to new things, new days, new experiences.
Kindness is a beacon for all of us to walk towards, run towards, arm flailing, hair blowing, sun shining.
We must be able to stand alone. That is the only way we can stand together.
It sounds corny, but it's so wonderful to hear the crickets and the talking and the wind through the trees and the
water. It makes you feel alright for a second ot two. Just a second or two, but in that second or two that winds itself back into your soul, making you like yourslef a little bit more.
Nothing quite as sad as a person who misses nothing at all.
We all find ourselves asking the same questions. Why, being the biggest one of all. it drives us mad that we cannot know why. You get pieces of the answer all your life. You get to see glimpses of
miracles. You have to watch closely though, or you'll miss them altogether.
Our friendships are soulmates on a grand scale. They travel through time with us, through pain with us, through all that could and does go wrong with us. friends are our weightless survivors whom we lean on and fall on and walk on from time to time. They do not forsake us ever. e104
-Jann Arden
I bought a book this weekend. "i'll tell you one damn thing, and that's all i know!" by Jann Arden. I'm nearly done it now. It's filled with her daily thoughts written in journal form. Its beautiful. It's nice to know that there is accually a sane human being out there in this world. It's a comforting feeling.
I had one less freckle when I awoke this morning..everything fades.
I have been running and running and running. Sometimes I think if I stop, I'll lose everything and have to go back to the beginning, when really, going back to the beginning every morning is exactly what I want to do. I want to
be able to create a new person without a history, whthout a mistake made, without a jagged memory thatcatches the corners of your eyes and makes a tear ruin your makeup. I want to fly into the world today, like I have never
seen it before and it has never seen me. That is the gift of forgetfulness. I dont want to remember every single thing I have ever done. I want to surrender to new things, new days, new experiences.
Kindness is a beacon for all of us to walk towards, run towards, arm flailing, hair blowing, sun shining.
We must be able to stand alone. That is the only way we can stand together.
It sounds corny, but it's so wonderful to hear the crickets and the talking and the wind through the trees and the
water. It makes you feel alright for a second ot two. Just a second or two, but in that second or two that winds itself back into your soul, making you like yourslef a little bit more.
Nothing quite as sad as a person who misses nothing at all.
We all find ourselves asking the same questions. Why, being the biggest one of all. it drives us mad that we cannot know why. You get pieces of the answer all your life. You get to see glimpses of
miracles. You have to watch closely though, or you'll miss them altogether.
Our friendships are soulmates on a grand scale. They travel through time with us, through pain with us, through all that could and does go wrong with us. friends are our weightless survivors whom we lean on and fall on and walk on from time to time. They do not forsake us ever. e104
-Jann Arden
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