Maybe Someday

Maybe someday you'll see through me. You'll see through it all and finally understand. I'm not who you think I am. I'm nothing of the sort. I'm not easy. I just want to be your friend.
I love you more than words can say. I wish we were closer. I wish we could talk like we used to.
The picture you have painted of me..thats not me. Im not. I never will be.
I'm a lie to the world. Just a hidden lie, underneath it all. It hurts when your afraid to stand up tall.
Maybe someday you'll know who I am.
Someday is so far away. You wont remember me then. But I'll always remember how you made me smile.
If only the whispers would cease. I know they talk. I can see. Each muffled voice barried behind a hand...it hurts more and more. You dont understand.
Maybe someday when your gray and old, you'll stop and think about me..

Maybe someday, you'll love me for me.


-xox<3>



p.s--->reply to comment.
I dont know how I did on my exams yet. I wont know until Wednesday, but I'll keep you posted. Thanks for asking:)