theres gotta be more to life.

lately i feel like im being held back. life isnt fun anymore. im bored of it. i do the same old thing everyday..my life used to be amazing...soo many laughs. i was always having a goodtime. now i feel like im lost somewhere and i cant find my way back out. i cant wait until highschool is over so i can get out of here. i want to meet new ppl. the ppl i see everyday...they are getting old. the jokes are old. theres no more constant laughter. we stand and look at each other..lost in our own thoughts. and what im usually thinking is that i could be somewhere else having more fun than this. its the same old thing. the same rivalees. and its getting old. and when i was thinking about this on my busride hoem today..it reminded me of a song..

i've got it all but i feel so deprived i go up i come down and i'm emptier inside
tell me what is this thing that i feel like i'm missing and why can't i let it go!
There's gotta be more to life then chasing out every temporary high to satisfy me,
cause the more that i trippin out thinking there must be more to life ,
well, it's life and i'm sure there's gotta more (then wanting more)
i've got the time and i'm waisting it slowly here in this moment i'm half way out the door,
on to the next thing i'm searching for something that's missing

Theres gotta be more to life.