Wednesday, December 29, 2004

"tap on my window, knock on my door, I wanna make you feel beautiful"

I got a comment about "You have to learn to love yourself, before you can love anyone else." ( the line thats in my About Me..) I got positive feed back..which is good. Bcuz i really believe that. Its so true!
You have to happy with yourself and love yourself and love who you are and belive in yourslef...before you can accualy be in a healthy relationship and truely love someone. I definately dont know how much of my theory is fact..but i truely belive that. im definately not some kind of therepist..but i think i know this one thing. if anyone knows otherwise..please comment..id really love to hear your opinion.
"You have to learn to love yourself, before you can love anyone else"
i think thats where i have gone wrong. I dont think i love myslef. im not sure. it seems kind of conceited to me..to Love Yourself...maybe ive gone so long pretending i dont.. that i have grown to Not love myself. Not loving myslef would explain why i havent had a relationship for more than a month..in my life. I always get scared and feel like im being used and i get a sick feeling. I feel dirty. But with K..i know we've only hung out like twice..but i can see myslef with him..so maybe i DO love myself if i can see a future for us.. or maybe im just kidding myself. Sometimes i think..just the thought that maybe i can be a normal person and love someone in that way..makes me try harder to make things work. I analyse things wayy too much....
I've done a lot of things in my life that make me not love who I am..but that was a long time ago..and maybe im over it. Maybe I can accually love myself..But how am i sopposed to know! soo many unanswered questions....

i dont even think i know WHO i am!

" I don't mind spending everyday, out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for the girl with a broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile. She will be loved. "

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