Sunday, February 13, 2005

Love like that.

It was Saturday night and she was home alone. It was her choice of course. She liked being alone. The silence of it all gave her time to think. She didnt feel up to venturing into the world of socialization this evening. Her muscles ached. She was hung over from the night before and was going on 3 hours of sleep.
She sat in her favorite chair in front of the computer. In a way the chair was made for her. It was so worn that it had a perfect bend in the seat that fit her just right.
She flipped through her playlist to find a song. A song was what she needed.

Down to the earth I fell,with dripping wings.Heavy things won't fly.The sky might catch on fire and burn the axis of the world.That's why I prefer a sunless sky,to the glittering and stinging in my eyes.

The lyrics of the song caught her attention and she felt herself bring drawn in. The words were beautiful and she could almost feel the emotion in them.

Oh I feel so light. This is all I want to feel tonight. Oh I feel so alive. Tonight and the rest of my life.

In that one moment;she knew. It was as if she had finally been reached. She wanted love. She wanted to love and be loved in return. She wanted to experience the true happiness; the joy ; the passion. She wanted it all. It would become her dream. Her dream of love. She wanted to fall, be caught, and carried away. She wanted it more than anything. To find the right person. To be completely head over heels in love. She wanted to love to the tips of her fingers. This was her dream.

I open up my eyes,I realize that everything is shoreless sea.Weightlessness is passing over
me.Everything is waves and stars.The universe is resting in my arms.
I feel so light.This is all I want to feel tonight.
I feel so alive.Tonight and the rest of my life.

She sat home alone in her chair, being captivated by a song. She wondered if she would ever feel this way. Love. She would feel alive. She knew that one day..it would be her turn, and she would wait..

Tonight and the rest of her life.

1 Comments:

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