Falling Apart

the dark hits me
like a ton of bricks
im falling apart
the anger rises
he comes at me
a fist raised
my heart pounds
i can no longer breathe
im scared
i want to die
i want to go to sleep
and never wake up
what do they think of me
im so ashamed
i hate them
they make me cry
i hate them
the tears form
in the corners of my eyes
i just want to be loved
please
dont forget about me