Forever was in your eyes.

Yup im still alive. I've been really busy with exams comming up.. im trying to study but i get booooored. bah.
I was so tired today i thought i would fall asleep in math class....maaan and the headaches caused from being tired are the shits..anyways!! ig to new tap shoes tonight:D and a black body tight to wear under shorts;) its just lovely. i was pretty happy! and i got my new glasses tonight 2! what a night eh.
Today I was sopposed to meet k at 15min break to "hang out like homies" in his words....but we just walked by each other and said hi...maaaan
i wish he would tell me that he likes me... and make a better effort to hang out with me or at least see me from time to time. i hate guys...bahh jk i liiiiike k...i really like k...i realy thuink we can have a good relationship! we just need time! and thats alright im ok with it. i hope he doesnt forget about me thats all
anyways..
i love my dance class. i dont know what i would do without it. I would probably be nothing and die of depression if i couldnt see my girls. i love them. and i love dance its my passion and yup it makes me happy. and happy is good.
we all need something that makes us happy. wether it be a special person, a sport, an art, music, friends, family, or even your fave tv show ( like the OC! cuz its on tonight and it makes me happy).

my mom told me the other day that she saw a change in me..she said i was "happier" and i never noticed it personally. but thats probabaly a good thing. cuz im not pretending.

Put a smile on your face, nothing is as bad as you make it out to be, you will see the light.