Saturday, January 08, 2005

"hell yeah!"

Tonight was such an AMAZING Night!:) It was my friend M's bday so her family and friends threw her a surprise party! It was the best time ive ever had in months! It was pure goodness! fun while being sober! that is possible eh?
It started off kinda slow goin..cuz M wasnt there yet. She ended up being late but the SURPRISE was GOLDEN!!! I thought she was gonna cry!:) hehe and then the party started!! she opened all of her presetns and she loved everyone and THEN her dad gave her a little box and it was wrapped in LAYERS and LAYERS of DUCT TAPE! lol. it was hilarious!! and then when she finally got it open it was keys to her motorcycle!!!:) shes wanted a bike for soooo long and she got it!:) it was so awesome! she was so happy:):):)
THEN we ate lots of goood food! and we decided to go out in the snow! M and G snowed me and K and it was HILARIOUS!! i was pretty soaked!...then we had a HUGE cake fight and i got cake in my hair!boo! but it was definately worth it! oh yeah!! and we sang REDNECK WOMAN and danced until we were out of breath!:) oh what a night!
I LOVE the people that were there tonight...the STM groupies. I feel like im loved when im with them. They dont judge people and they are the funniest ppl ever! They really make a goodtime. I dont feel like im being talked about when im with them..like...they're NOT fake people. unlike the ppl at my school. I REALLY HATE my school. no accually i just HATE the ppl in it.
These STM people love me for me. they dont make me feel hated, or unwanted. im not intimidated by them. im not scared to be told off for being a "bitch", like at my school. and i love all of them. I dont sit there with hatred for someone in my soul all night. i can let loose cuz i dont think about ppl watching me that i hate. I HATE THE PEOPLE IN MY SCHOOL. not really but they make me mad when they judge me.
as we all know..i hate to be hated..it hurts..more then you'll ever know.

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